Minnie woke up at 4:36. On the one hand, this was terrific because I went to bed at 10:40, so I slept nearly 6 hours in a row. On the other hand, this was horrible because Minnie would not let me put her back in her crib but she would sleep nurse while I sat in the rocker. Again, this, too, was lovely in its own way. But also terrible because no one wants to wake up for the damn day at 4:36. I ended up rocking her, both of us covered in an afghan my grandma made me when I went to grad school, until 6 when I finally had to get on the elliptical machine and deposit her (awake, happy, giving lots of kisses and happily sticking her fingers in eyes and ear — not hers— while saying eye and ear) in Ben’s bed. Sweet, yes. But also, I think I am too old for this.
Also, my face is melting into my neck, and even when I have makeup on I look exhausted. Part of this is because I am exhausted, but I think it is also because I am mid-40s. GAH.
The above pic in Minnie’s room was too flattering, so you need to see me right now-ish.
Maybe lipstick will save me.
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